Where to start on this...Well over two months ago I decided on leaving my dad's to try to go out on my own...That was really stupid of me to do. After going through two friends' places I was in a homeless shelter in skid row. If it wasn't for another friend of mine intent on getting me out of there and her family getting me to go back to my dad; I would've still been as bull headed about not going back to my dad's if they didn't find me at that place. I'm a idiot about all this crap I put on my family and friends. I'm at my dad's right now so I can do what I need to in order to go join the air force. I see that I just want to be what he wanted in the first place; someone that would be respectable, a example for others. Some example I've turned out to be, I've always been a self-centered prat and I still see myself that way. Only way for me to change from the kind of person I don't want to be is first start up on the ASVAB test I need to get done.